Today I had my blood drawn to check my progesterone since I was told to discontinue the PIO temporarily. That’s what I was told last Thursday. When I asked about another beta, they said it wouldn’t be necessary.
I second-guessed that decision up until 30 minutes before my draw when I called the clinic to ask them to add the beta to the orders.
I had almost convinced myself that with the numbers looking good from last week, and an ultrasound coming up next week, I could blissfully go about my days admiring how full my breasts seem to have gotten compared to when I was pregnant with Wolf and that all the mild cramping were signs of something growing.
Apparently I have Pseudocyesis.
The clinic agreed to add the beta to the order.
My beta on Thursday was 100.
Today it was 125.
Pregnancy No. 5 will be ending about the time I leave for my vacation, if not while on vacation.
Pregnancy no. 5 will be ending around Wolf’s due date.
Happy 40th Birthday to me.
Fuck you, God.