#14 – Breaking up is hard to do

I think a friend of mine is breaking up with me. A blogging friend. It’s weird that I am stressing about it since we’ve never met. We’ve never spoken personally. Maybe it’s because I have so few IRL friends that each one of my virtual ones are that much more valuable to me.

There’s not much more I want or can say about it, but I feel childish and immature even letting myself admit to you that it hurts. It’s not the first break-up I’ve had virtually and it probably won’t be the last. I’m not very good at cultivating friendships so I wonder why I feel blindsided by the recent development. I’m also fairly sure me whining about it will not help, but I did and now it’s done.

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